Wednesday, August 22, 2007
at first i was so happy tat i can be home early today..cos i can blog~
i wanted to share how happy i m...
with nice love songs from class 95
the nice cooling weather
drizzling~
it has been a long time since i enjoyed moment lyk tis...
life had been pretty chaotic
wif work & tution
& i hav to admit it i couldnt balance my time very well
i didn't knw having tution on sat was an issue
i mean i myself don lyk to have tution on sat
but my work schedule is quite tight
i cannot to hav tution 3 times on weekday
im sorry..
i tot everything was because u din put in enuff effort
i didnt noe i played a part as well when things go wrong
i wanted so much for things 2 work out..
aft all the stuff we went thru..
i really tresure everything
things seems to be in a pretty mess now
we don understand what each other want...
it makes everything so hard for us to communicate....
or hav we forgotten how to communicate...
i don mean to ask u ques tt u din noe how to ans
i m jus asking the doubts in me
i tot it wld b gd if we r being frank wif each other
im sorry tt i blamed you when u couldn't ans me
i didnt know how tough the ques is..
com to tink back of it, if its me, i wouldnt noe how to ans either....
i noe u called just to tok to me
but it ended wif unhappiness for both of us...
cos i start saying stuff
which make us unhappy
thinking back good old times only make the matter worst....
i really wish everything was just like b4..
us being loving & stuff...
really...
or mayb u don tink we r loving at all..
all the small things.. makes me feel tt im very lucky to hav u wif me....
i always said guys who i met.. treats me pretty well.
of cos u're 1 of them
u tried to give me the best for everything
n i really appreciate tt....
i don noe wat i can do to make everything work
can som1 jus guide me...
it's lyk 1 of my darkest moment now...
lyk i say...
if things really don wrk out...
i'll jus let it go...
i start to feel lyk...
the 1st week when e warehse ppl start to wrk wif us...
i feel super duper extremely terribly stress wif all the things coming up....
all the events i hav to deal wif...
y?
all i wanna do is find a way back into love 10:59:00 PM