Thursday, September 07, 2006
holis is coming to an end soon~~ boo
time flies...
i realised tt there are a lot of things which are not within our control..
things comes n goes.. friends comes n goes as welll...
not all will stay wif u throughout yr life...
som might jus appear at certain phrase of yr life..
aft tt, they will jus boom, go away n nvr com back again...
what matter most is
at least u get to noe each other..
n u guys share all e fun time together..
others is jus secondary..
there are friends who stay wif u throughout yr life..
these r yr true friends...
u nid not say much n they get wat u mean...
at least, i believe they don bitch abt u behind yr back...
instead u wil bitch wif her about others...
ermm.. tis sounds pretty much lyk me & cher... lol
we went for sun tanning yst...
i guess we were e onli ones talking..
others are probably dumb.. or they are enjoying e sun...
we made hell lots of noise..
most importantly, we enjoyed each other's company..
tt's wat i like abt her... =)
during my sec sch days.. i din hav much friends.. especially aft sec 2 streaming...
im lyk a loner when i gt promoted to sec 3..
i don mix wif my classmates..
i guess its partly becos im attached.. n most of the time, i m busy wif my cca..
at tt time.. e onli friends i went out wif wld probably be maz, cat & cher... (things got a lot beta when im in sec 5, there's bonding btw my classmates n me! lol)
they are lyk my onli friends at tt time..
how sad ar..
somhow or rather im having tis feeling again.. lyk a loner..
i don noe y...
i jus nid to learn how to let go...
letting go wld b so much easier!!
i cant jus hold on to it, ya?
angie tok to me abt such prob b4... haa.. now im on e same boat as u!! but i tink it will get over soon... no pt brooding over it.. it's getting me nowhere...
bleahz.. niteXXxxX
all i wanna do is find a way back into love 8:24:00 PM