Monday, January 09, 2006
it's onli now then i feel like blogging... why? cos there are so much thins which i wanna sae.. n i thought it would be better if i get them out through words...2006 ? izzit a good year? it's still early to say that...
everything just happened over the weekend... is our friendship really that weak? It cant go through any test which has been set for us. It's onli a small test and now we don't talk to each other that much anymore. All of us agreed on stepping down the IG once we found a year 1 to take over. But you just back off with I'm quitting and my CE pts is full. On cum on, look! most of us have completed ours as well. But why are we staying on? For a simple reason, we can't just back off any time we want. Since we put ourselves into the committe management, how can we just back off like that?
I know you are busy. Busy with work. Something you have to do to support yourself. I can understand that. But we too, have others things to do. Earning $$ is important to you. But you should also be able to balance it with other stuffs or fit them into your schedule without disrupting the rest of yr events. Right? I'm busy with my tution as well. Because we are going to have meeting every thurs, i can't have any tution on thursday. so i gonna shift it to fri, whereby i will have 2 tution on fri.
I know no matter what i say, u wld sae we don understand you. look im supporting myself as well. i got no allowance from my parent anymore. u noe u hav attitude, y cant u changed it? not everyone wld b able to tolerate it. of cos u can sae then let them be, its not as if u reali need them... but if u r in a working society, u reali tink tt tis can b done? it can nvr b done even thou u r the boss.. cos u cant get along wif the workers.. money cant buy everything... sooner or later, they will still leave... n u hav to keep employing workers.. u tink yr busines will strive?
we r friends... we wan u to change for the beta.. althu there's a saying of accepting for who u r ... but tis is definetely not claire... the claire i used to noe is not lyk this.... although she giv us attitudes at time... but it's definetely not as bad as now....
love you always,
sheryl
all i wanna do is find a way back into love 9:48:00 AM