Sunday, November 06, 2005
now then i understand how it feels like when u regretted about not doing something. . . . .i regretted not going to see you for the one last time b4 i went out yst....
i tot it was jus a normal falling sick....
cos u managed to survive the period at the hospital . ....
i did hav strange dreams during tt period of time...
i told no one except sis....
but we all though you were well... cos it seems tt u looks beta...
but im wrong...
the last time i ever saw you was when i came home from sch...
u were sitting there alone... n i went over to tok to u ...
tt's e last time i saw you...
asking if u had yr dinner alreadi... n tt's all i asked you...
u gav me a veri simple ans... ya
i noe u feel proud of me ...
cos at least i managed to go to poly.. though it's not a veri good poly.. but to u, tt's alreadi veri gd, ya?
from now onwards, no one will ever call me xiao bu dian anymore... e nick u used to call me....
i will always remembered tt....
but at least, u r free from all these sufferings alreadi... ya?
ah gong, i love you
though i hav nvr tell u face to face b4... but i always do ... n i will nvr forget you
all i wanna do is find a way back into love 12:22:00 PM