Friday, August 05, 2005
sad sad :( i have duty on 9th august. they said that EVERYONE have to go at least one of the day, but it turned out to be im fooled. look, im not trying to complain or what so ever... maybe i am... :P but i can't help with it.Angie, if u happen to look at this.. you will know why i am so reluctant to go....
First, I have not see kian gap for quite some time. He did not book out last weekend cause he was out for a field camp. This means I can't talk to the phone with him as well. i need some time for myself to clear up some stuff that i own jas. and i need time for revision. test coming up again. yesh pretty soon... most likely, they will want us to do a flash on the spot... i will flunk if they really want me to do that. :( Plus my work place might need me. (80 % possibility) I can't say no, cause my manager will kill me. I din go work for the past two saturdays alreadi.
angie, u understand how i feel? just hope that some kind soul will replied to my mail.. and sae yes we can help u... but most prob the chances are quite low...
bear called me !! at last!! we managed to tok for a while then hang up. hmmm... i don noe... pls... replied my mail and sae you can make it.
all i wanna do is find a way back into love 11:30:00 PM