Saturday, January 08, 2005
yea i m back... ya i m a unreasonable, sickening gal ! good days doesnt last for us.. we always quarrel... u always don hav plans to meet me... let alone sae plan to go out wif me... i noe i m always e one who sae don wan to go out... end up i m always e one who said it... when i ask u where r we going, yr ans din sounds as if u wan to go out wif me... do u tink i wil stil b in e mood to go out wif u ? i noe & i can see u r enduring a lot wif me.... i m trying to prevent conflict as wel.. mayb to u, i m jus not putting enuff effort into it..
giving up is something which i don wish to do.... being wif u i feel so... haiz.. we always quarrel... i don noe wat to sae.. if i giv up, i wil stil feel e same.. mayb i feel even worse.... but no matter which decision, i stil feel e same... can any1 tel me wat to do.. i feel so lost... i don mean to pick up fights wif u.. saying sorry to u might means nothing to u rite now... i also don noe wat else can i do... u don seems bother to meet me or stuff.. i m always e one.. asking whether u wan 2 mit... i m so sick of it...
giving up is something which i don wish to do.... being wif u i feel so... haiz.. we always quarrel... i don noe wat to sae.. if i giv up, i wil stil feel e same.. mayb i feel even worse.... but no matter which decision, i stil feel e same... can any1 tel me wat to do.. i feel so lost... i don mean to pick up fights wif u.. saying sorry to u might means nothing to u rite now... i also don noe wat else can i do... u don seems bother to meet me or stuff.. i m always e one.. asking whether u wan 2 mit... i m so sick of it...
hi guys ;P
all i wanna do is find a way back into love 7:31:00 PM
