Friday, November 05, 2004
jus ate my dinner... kind of late rite? wel, din hav e appetite to eat also... but ate a little bit of porridge if not lata kenna.... went wif cat to cine jus now to register for her kick boxing thingy.... yesh so she'll b joining me & cher... but tml she not going wif us cos she's working plus we book for e lesson le.. cannot cancel it & go to the sun wan wif her... went ps as wel.... cos tis gal nid to change her track pants to a smaller size... oh yea... me & xiao fei po bought skirt... it's lyk buy 1 get 1 free.... hmmm stil own her $$ cos i nvr bring much $$ to sch jus in case i spend it all awae..... there are so much thing i wan to buy.. but short of cash... i onli wan to clear my bill.... & return $$ to cat & gap.... gonna try my luck at baleno tml ...
hope they wil wan me, so tt i'll hav extra income... sian... hmmm.. jus now go ps ask.. tt manager damn bloodly attitude de .. don wan then don wan la... complain him.. i stil customer lor... then take train home.... me & cat went to buy bubble tea.. as usual we find a place, sit down & tok.... tok 4 lyk 1 hour, b4 we guys headed home.... saw my auntie on e wae so tok tok to them... then went to find my uncle... onli then i realise my cousins got prob... but i din bother 2 gather wif them lor.. wat e f rite? i sucks. lousy gal, daughter, frend n cousin !!!
i noe i sucks. but i jus cant stand it. initially u cal me cos u bored. now when u r enjoying, u totally 4get abt me... i'm sick!! hello?? u could not even b bother to msg me & ask if i hav taken my dinner... & if i reach home alreadi... u always complain sae i go out nvr tink of u... e las time i went steamboat wif my classmate, i msg u... in e end, wat happen? did u reply...? no, we quarrel! i m reali trying to endure. u once ask me whether i cant pass my dae if i nvr angry... now e thing is i don care, u totally heck care abt me !!!! i hate myself !!!
all i wanna do is find a way back into love 10:40:00 PM