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Wednesday, November 24, 2004
something which i wanna share... something which change my mind of thinking.

very meaningful must read
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>>>They have been married for two years. He loves literature, and
>>>often posts
>>>his work on the net, but nobody ever reads them. He is also into
>>>photography,
>>>and he handle their wedding photos.
>>>He loves her very much. Likewise with her. She has a quick
>>>temper,and
>>>always bullies him. He is a gentleman, and always gives in to her.
>>>Today, she's being "wilful" again.
>>>
>>> Her : "Why can't you be the photographer for my friend's
>>>wedding? She
>>> promised she'd pay."
>>> Him : "I don't have time that day."
>>> Her :"Humph!"
>>> Him : "Huh?"
>>> Her : "Don't have time? Write less of those novels, and you will
>>>have all
>>>the time you need."
>>> Him : "I... someone will definitely recognize my work some day."
>>> Her : "Humph! I don't care, you'll have to do it for her.! "
>>> Him : "No."
>>> Her : "Just this once?"
>>> Him : "No."
>>>
>>> Negotiation's broken. So, she gave the final warning: "Give me a
>>>Yes
>>>within
>>>three days, or else..."
>>>
>>>
>>>First day. She "withheld" the kitchen, bathroom,
>>>computer,refrigerator,
>>>television, hi-fi... Except the double bed, to show her
>>>"benevolence".
>>>
>>> Of course, she has to sleep on it too. He didn't mind, as he
>>>still has
>>>some cash in his pockets.
>>>
>>>Second day. She conducted a raid and removed everything from his
>>>pockets
>>> and warned,
>>>"Seek any external help, and you bear the consequences."
>>>
>>>He's nervous now. Night. On the bed. He begs for mercy, hoping
>>>that
>>> she'll end this state. She doesn't give a damn. No way am I
>>>giving in,
>>> whatever he says. Until he agrees.
>>>
>>>Third day. Night. On the Bed. He's lying on the bed, looking to
>>>one side.
>>>She's lying on the bed, looking to the other side.
>>>
>>>
>>> Him : "We need to talk."
>>> Her : "Unless it's about ! the wedding, forget it."
>>>Him : "It's something very important."
>>>
>>> She remains silent.
>>>
>>>
>>> Him :"Let's get a divorce."
>>>
>>>
>>>She did not believe her ears.
>>>
>>>
>>>Him : "I got to know a girl."
>>>
>>>
>>>She's totally angry, and wanted to hit him. But she held it down,
>>>wanting to let him finish. But her eyes already felt wet. He took
>>>a photo
>>>out
>>> from his chest. Probably from his undershirt pocket, that's the
>>>only
>>>place she
>>>didn't go through yesterday. How careless.
>>>
>>>
>>>Him : "She's a nice girl."
>>>
>>>
>>>Her tears fell.
>>>
>>>
>>>Him : "She has a good personality too."
>>>
>>>
>>> She's heartbroken, because he puts a photo of some other girl
>>>"close to
>>>his heart".
>>>
>>>
>>>Him : "She says that she'll support me fully in my pursue for
>>>literature after we got married."
>>>
>>>
>>>She's very jealous, because she said the same thing in the past.
>>>
>>>
>>>Him : "She loves me truly. "
>>>
>>>
>>>She wishes to sit up and scream at him: "Don't I?"
>>>
>>>
>>>Him : ! "So, I think she won't force me to do something that I
>>>don't
>>>want to do."
>>>
>>>She's thinking, but the rage won't subside.
>>>
>>>
>>> Him : "Want to take a look at the photo I took for her?"
>>> Her : ".....!"
>>>
>>>
>>> He brings the photo before her eyes.
>>> She's in a total rage, hits his hand away and leaves a burning
>>>mark slap
>>>on his face.
>>>
>>>He sighs. She cries.
>>>
>>>He puts the photo back to his pocket. She pulls her hand back
>>>under
>>>the blanket.
>>>
>>>He turns off the light, and sleeps. She turns on the light, and
>>>sits
>>>up. He's asleep. She lost sleep. She regrets treating him the way
>>>she
>>>treated him.
>>>
>>>She cried again, and thought about a lot of things.
>>> She wants to wake him up. She wants to have a intimate talk with
>>>him.
>>>She doesn't want to push him anymore. She stares at his chest. She
>>> wants to see how the girl looks.
>>>
>>> She slips the photo out. She wanted to cry, and she wanted to
>>>laugh.
>>> It's a nicely taken photo of herself. A photo he took for her.
>>>She
>>>bends down, and kissed him on his cheek.
>>>
>>> He smiled. He was just pretending to be asleep.
>>>
>>>
>>> "You learn to love, not by finding a perfect person, but by
>>>learning
>>>to see an imperfect person perfectly."
>>>



all i wanna do is find a way back into love 9:23:00 AM