Thursday, October 21, 2004
hmmm i went swimming yst... wif jas, eling, ting, simon, lian feng, terrence & kin chong.... we hav a fun time... hmmm but things between me & u weren't fun & good .... it gets from bad to worst.... i noe it's me.... cos i'm petty... i can no longer endure things which i used to do... i jus blow off as i wished... tt mus hav get on yr nerves rite ? i noe u r having yr exam... but u don even hav the time to send me a sms? jus a veri simply one.... is tt going to take a lot of yr time to do it? three months? seems so long & hard.... endless of quarrel every dae.... wat's tis for? will we ever get happie? no.... i hav been thinking of giving up.... but i don tink it should end so fast.... tat's y i'm stil hanging on to it... it seems so useless... i m such a lousy wan... i get angry veri easily... i want to control it as wel.. but i don seems to b able to control....
if things r going to carry on in this way, i wun b able to take it.... if u wanna end, jus end.... stop torturing me.. cos it hurts... i noe u hav been trying hard.... althu fate brought us together, tt does not mean tt we shld b together.... by rite yesh we shld be... by left, if we don, it's alrite for me...
rather than now.... we have been quarreling.... i noe u r tired.... i'm veri tired as wel...
even though, u sae u wan to mit me tml... u din even mention abt anything to me... not i wanna compared.. but i got nothing to sae.... all i can sae is sam is a veri lucky ger... daryl is lucky as well... they wil b e most happiest & loving couple.... =)
爱是一种非常幸福的事但对于我来说,
我已经不再这样想了,
现在的我们已经不一样了,
我们天天吵架,不快乐,
这样继续在一起我们仍然会开心ma?
all i wanna do is find a way back into love 8:13:00 PM