Sunday, October 24, 2004
i jus check my mail... mazzy, thankz ! watever i want to sae to u is tt mail. u has been a great frend, jus tt i hav som disagreements wif u at times.... tt shall nvr b a things whch stands in our friendship rite? i did not cried.... hurt of cos i had it..... but it didn't hurt me much as wel... used to it? from wilfred to ivan.... i stil managed to stand up rite? so i guess nothing wil stop me from standing up againz..... lyk u sae, i'm a strong gal. i wil make it thru.... as for how things are going to be, i leave in to the fate... fate shall decide everything for me..... y worry so much? there wil b endless of things for me to worry then...
regarding yr msg, i don understand what u mean by we don nid to be always checking up on each other? mayb i check u up? i don noe and i am not sure. i just knew what i mean to get some care & concern from u. is tt smething hard for u ? it's lyk 11 plus close to 12, i havent even reach home... but i receive nothing from u... all i wan is jus a msg to sae, dear hav u reach home? is tt something lyk wat u sae we r checking on each other up? jas's bf cal her & is lyk worry for her cos it's alreadi so late..... althu jas's bf cld b veri erm.... u noe can already.... at least he bother abt her care for her... jas no offence k? i m sick of having to always initiate to ask for meeting up.... i ask whether u wan yo mit today, u sae we jus met up yst... may i ask did we spend anytime together? mayb to u yes by jus seeing me... then i gonna b speechless... & u sae u hav not touch yr game for 1 week ? i guess onli e game fits to b yr gal then... cos u wil go to the game as & wen u wan... e game wun complain if u did not touch it for a week... it wil jus wait thee for u to go over? is tt wat u wan? i don noe....
wen i m attached, u wld worry that i go home late aft work... worried tt i cant wake up early in e morning to go work... u wil cal me during my meals break without fail... now? i m always e one who is calling u... mayb tis is wat happen when ppl get into relationship... u got her already, therefore she means nothing to u ....... wil enduring solve everything in us? tis is wat jas always sae... now it's my turn to wonder... u wan to meet me then u let me noe... wan to cal me then cal me... wan to msg me then u msg... i wun ask for any more thing.... do things which u r more comfortable...
i guess others who r reading tis, wil feel sickas wel... 1 week alreadi & we r stil quarreling.. which seems nothing...
all i wanna do is find a way back into love 10:59:00 AM