Saturday, August 21, 2004
it was a bad week for me and it realli is... i tried 2 b understanding... i reali did... but i failed to do so... u reali pissed me off... i can't take this kind of shit anymore... we hav been arguing since the start of e week... yesh we hav been meetin up... but i'm always the one who is doing the talking. when i'm pissed, the onli thing u wil do is apologising to me... hey.. cme on tt's not wat i wan... can't u jus coax me more.. more than jus a word of sorrie... i m a veri simple ger wif veri innocent intentions... u don hav to use gifts or spend alot of $$ to coax me... i jus nid u to sae some nice things to me.. isn't hard?? i noe how u r going to react... is not u don wan is u don noe rite?? come on... do u hav ani other reasons which is beta than this?? i mean u r not dumb to those extent tt u reali noe nuts rite??? i m stil pissed over yst.. u knew tt?? it's alright for u not to send me home... cos e both of us live far frm each other.. it's 10 plus.. n hav u wonder wat festival is it now??
watever u sae.. u can sae i'm supertitious or watever.... but i'm lyk tt... u knew i was so afraid n panic wen i couldn't get a cab tml... i didn't wan to tell u.. wen u sent me off to mrt station, u can already see how black my face is it?? i mean at least wen u reach home can sms n sae... hmm reach home le sms me la.. it took u ages b4 u sms me.. tt piss me off even further... i don noe wat to sae anymore... mayb things jus don go smooth for us... i guess i hav written wrongly abt u.. 2 daes ago n now... everything bexomes different...
yr attitude gets from bad to worst.. now whenever i cal u, u no longer speak to me in a gentle tone... u used 2 reply 2 every msg i send u... now u don do so as wel...... reason given is u don noe wat to reply.. mayb u hav another gal or... i hav no idea at all... it might b u hav change or even me... but it seems more lyk u hav change.... cos i am not e onli one who's having this thinking....
I thought you would treat me nice
It seems like I'm totally wrong
I dont understand why things have turn out to be like this
I have no idea what you want either
If you choose to end
I won't blame you
It gotta be it, i guess.
I would wish you all the best for your future undertaking.
all i wanna do is find a way back into love 9:24:00 PM