Saturday, August 21, 2004
i got no1 to turn to except my bloggy.... i realli don noe wat u wan!!! i realli feel lyk giving u one tight slap.... y m i so dumb?? y? y ??? yyyyy ???? i reali feel lyk crying... but i don wan to b tt weak... i wanna b a strong ger... lyk i hav always been.. i can b strong in a lot of area... however i was such a weakling when it comes to relationship... y do i choose to believe in guys & love againz... i din do agood job to protect myself... instead i let myself 2 ger hurt againz n againz... dumb!!! sheryl, u r a dumb ass... i hate myself!!! i don noe wat else i can do to vent my anger out.... can u at least jus do something.. i jus knew it... u couldn't b bother... u r driving myself crazy... n i m driving myself crazy as well!!!!!!!!! can some1 out there knock some senses to wake me up???? pLs... stop torturing me...... :'(
all i wanna do is find a way back into love 10:10:00 PM