Tuesday, July 06, 2004
todae class was abt interviewing... alrite lor.. quite fun.. hmmm wat if 1 dae ppl jus leave without saying anything.... u can't even get 2 see them & tok to them 4 e last time.. althu i always say i mus treasure my family members... but i didn't do tt... i stil tok back, argue back... feel kind of guilty now.... any1 can jus die... might lyk b fiona's ex who died in a car accident todae..... it happens so sudden.. she cried out wen i was doing a interview wif lian feng.... hmmm if me, i wil feel sad as well unless i m inhuman..... y do ppl always realise tt we got 2 cherish ppl arun us once tey r gone... .
i trusted u so much... i tell u everything.. i tot i cld rely on u as a frend.. but u jus disappoint me... u hurt me again & again... even thou we r not related nw.. y do u ahv 2 do tis to me? u always say u dun mean to... once or twice i can stil understand... but it jus happen most than tt..... i don noe whether i shld trust u anymore.... we r no longer together, yet u r always e 1 giving me prob... i m always been getting involve in everything btw u n her... does it concerns me?? can u jus leave me alone... let me hav e life tt i ought 2 hav... i m jus a normal ger.. i want 2 b love as well... u always spare a tot 4 others but not me... i'm always placed last.. be it whether i'm yr ger or frend... i hav always been rank las... wen can u start to b fair to me... sumtimes i reali rather we don noe each other... n i wil b a much happie person.. i jus hope & pray hard u or anybody who is related 2 u to stop bothering me n giving me trouble... for tis 1 yr plus, i hav been sick of it... i'm veri content wif my current life..
realli... ;'(
all i wanna do is find a way back into love 3:19:00 PM