Wednesday, June 16, 2004
oh well... went for training todae.. did nothing much.. hmmm jus went dere show show show my face tat's all lolx... hmmm went for lunch wif e ncos... meet han wei, wu hao & des at e hawker dere... tey were veri surprised to see me lyk tt... haha mayb they tot i got sch... nvr did they guess tt so fast i got holiday too... lame.. i wonder how is it like to still like yr ex.... wen u can sms them a lot of msg, when they dun even bother to replt to any single one of them... was those feelings veri bad... mayb u hav done a lot of wrong things in e past, but wanted to change now.... wan to make up to e one u love.... however they refused to giv u e chance...
u reali luv them n want to b back wif them.... tey might jus fall 4 another person.... n r happily together wif him / her.. while u r suffering in silence.... he / she might not understand wat u r goin thru... cos tey tot u did not cherish them in e past... y bother to do tt now... izzit it unfair tt tey tink in tis way..... there mus hav been sum reason in which how u behav in e past.... u wanted so much 2 explain yrself.... they jus refused to listen... why, why, why....?? do tey reali hav to b lyk tt.... i guess sum times they wan 2 forgiv u... it's jus tt e time is not rite yet.... giv them time.... probably tey wil giv u e chance once they straightened their thinking... sum times others might their use other's sorrow in exchange for their happiness... do tey reali hav to do tt.. haiz...
y izzit ppl dun giv u chance wen u noe u r wrong and wanted to change... was it so hard to forgive & forget....?? i felt tt they ought to be given e chance to change...
all i wanna do is find a way back into love 3:25:00 PM