Wednesday, May 26, 2004
sunday.... 23/05/04
well it suppose to b a nice & relaxing sunday... well all thankz to him... came & disturb me... wat sia.... i dun understand y insist to b back friends wif me again... y?? does it bother him alot whether i hate him... ?? actualli i dun noe y also... he tink i lyk things to b in tis way ma... if he had noe me well enuff, he knew i didn't mean tis... i would rather a great friend who can be there for me when i needed sumone.... foe?? who would want them sia...
plus i m those who can stand when me m my closed friend are not on good terms.. so he can understand how i feel ma?? me n fred can b friends... if we can, i dun c a reason y i can't do tt with him... all i need wil be sum time... sum time 4 me to grow up n think in a mre mature way lyk he says.. he's right in sum way.. my sista ma nid 2 noe me quite a bit.... how i wish we were lyk e past.... sista & bro.. i can jus simply pour everytihng out to him... n he can do tt to me as well....
how i wish tt there's no chemistry start off between us.... then at least i hav one more ear listen to my probs now... giv me sum time to get over it....
" yOu mAy hEaR nOtHIng fRom mE oN hOw | aPpRecIate u As a FrIend.... bUt bEyOnd tt siLenCe, oUr fRiendShIp creAtEs a bEauTifUL sOund iN mY heaRt" > guess tis quote reali express my tots....
all i wanna do is find a way back into love 2:40:00 AM